Ripping out
Pulling the parts away
Spreading the bits.
The hair and the bones.
All in the silent white tomb of my body,
Can't show.
Eyes, tingle like tears,
Stomach clench,
Limbs shake,
Heart pounds,
Cannot breathe.
I fall to pieces as it attacks.
White Gold sounding melody
Trapped by my jagged breaths.
Right, right, right, right.
Draw in, push out, fight off.
Fall to pieces.
I get this feeling-
This crystalline sweetness
All sharp and pure,
A force driving itself into my heart,
Perfectly balanced shock and adoration
At its appearance.
And it's you, totally and completely.
You are the cause and the focus,
The pull and the effect of this.
It moves in two directions
Like a thread of glass,
Strong and solid and real,
Pressing against my chest but always
Moving outwards, stretching towards you
Reaching and reaching and praying
That you reach too.
Littered with blithe little hearts
You speak words
That I wish to hear aloud
Mouthing the words as they appear
Wishing you were here
Just to hear you tell me
Bite my lip
Look away and breathe, turn back,
Afraid youve gone in that moment
But you havent
And I hope you stay, really
Because I want you around
I want to let my guard down,
Be free, breathe just once
And be around you
One, two, three
Breathe
Jump right in,
Dont look back.
Whisper soft I think to myself
Just his words
In just one second
Things change, rearrange
And I refuse to turn back now.
Breathe
One, two, three
It runs around in my head
And I
Smile.
Dark on dark,
Sidewalk, railroad tracks
Songs,
Perfect slides of memory
Before my projector eyes,
Your arm around me,
Smiling at me,
My desperate adoration inside
Thrumming to its beat,
Your name, a sigh
An innocent man,
Hunched over keys typing frantically,
This is for you,
All this,
Moments of sweetness
Pastel in their softness,
Trees, encased in the green of the world,
Birdsong flying through the silence,
Surrounded by life,
Fresh and new and damp from the rain,
I feel fully alive
With you.
Breath-taking agony,
I feel blind sighted,
Its an exquisite feeling though,
How could I ever refuse?
I never even noticed
The moment I had begun to hope,
That was the moment this pain
Was designed,
For my discovery.
Just like snow on bare skin,
It starts as a sting
And moves to an ache,
Ending in a numbing frostbite.
How could something so
Soft and slight
Become something so raw?
Then just as swiftly,
Melt back into water from the
Ice that it had formed.
Breath returns to
My lungs and I am alive
And things return to normal.
Naught but the threat
Overhanging,
That he may choose her instead.
Ripping out
Pulling the parts away
Spreading the bits.
The hair and the bones.
All in the silent white tomb of my body,
Can't show.
Eyes, tingle like tears,
Stomach clench,
Limbs shake,
Heart pounds,
Cannot breathe.
I fall to pieces as it attacks.
White Gold sounding melody
Trapped by my jagged breaths.
Right, right, right, right.
Draw in, push out, fight off.
Fall to pieces.
I get this feeling-
This crystalline sweetness
All sharp and pure,
A force driving itself into my heart,
Perfectly balanced shock and adoration
At its appearance.
And it's you, totally and completely.
You are the cause and the focus,
The pull and the effect of this.
It moves in two directions
Like a thread of glass,
Strong and solid and real,
Pressing against my chest but always
Moving outwards, stretching towards you
Reaching and reaching and praying
That you reach too.
Littered with blithe little hearts
You speak words
That I wish to hear aloud
Mouthing the words as they appear
Wishing you were here
Just to hear you tell me
Bite my lip
Look away and breathe, turn back,
Afraid youve gone in that moment
But you havent
And I hope you stay, really
Because I want you around
I want to let my guard down,
Be free, breathe just once
And be around you
One, two, three
Breathe
Jump right in,
Dont look back.
Whisper soft I think to myself
Just his words
In just one second
Things change, rearrange
And I refuse to turn back now.
Breathe
One, two, three
It runs around in my head
And I
Smile.
Dark on dark,
Sidewalk, railroad tracks
Songs,
Perfect slides of memory
Before my projector eyes,
Your arm around me,
Smiling at me,
My desperate adoration inside
Thrumming to its beat,
Your name, a sigh
An innocent man,
Hunched over keys typing frantically,
This is for you,
All this,
Moments of sweetness
Pastel in their softness,
Trees, encased in the green of the world,
Birdsong flying through the silence,
Surrounded by life,
Fresh and new and damp from the rain,
I feel fully alive
With you.
Breath-taking agony,
I feel blind sighted,
Its an exquisite feeling though,
How could I ever refuse?
I never even noticed
The moment I had begun to hope,
That was the moment this pain
Was designed,
For my discovery.
Just like snow on bare skin,
It starts as a sting
And moves to an ache,
Ending in a numbing frostbite.
How could something so
Soft and slight
Become something so raw?
Then just as swiftly,
Melt back into water from the
Ice that it had formed.
Breath returns to
My lungs and I am alive
And things return to normal.
Naught but the threat
Overhanging,
That he may choose her instead.
I get this feeling-
This crystalline sweetness
All sharp and pure,
A force driving itself into my heart,
Perfectly balanced shock and adoration
At its appearance.
And it's you, totally and completely.
You are the cause and the focus,
The pull and the effect of this.
It moves in two directions
Like a thread of glass,
Strong and solid and real,
Pressing against my chest but always
Moving outwards, stretching towards you
Reaching and reaching and praying
That you reach too.
Current Residence: -->in the invisalands<-- Favourite genre of music: anything but country, AAAAlmost Favourite style of art: conceptual peices rock my socks off MP3 player of choice: ZUNE!!!!!!!! I ADORE IT!!!!! shiney nue blue! Personal Quote: "How do you document real life when real life's getting more like fiction each day?"
Favourite Visual Artist
Victoria Frances
Favourite Movies
Conversations With Other Women (Helena Bonham Carter<3 and Aaron Eckhart)
1) Choose one of your own characters.
2) Make them answer the following questions.
3) Then tag three people.
4) Feel free to add some questions of your own.
Character name: Emania Exidensia "Embyr" Pyr'bra, early form.
1) What gender are you?
female.
2) What is your age?
24.
3) Do you want a hug?
*flames light along her fingertips, mirrored in her eyes* don't play with fire.
4) Do you have any bad habits?
Anarchy.
5) What is your favorite food?
papaya.
6) What is your favorite ice-cream flavor?
I'm too hot for that. *plays idly with the fire again*
7) Are you a virgin?
what do you care?
8) Have you killed anyone?
Only the
oooooh winter, rearing your ugly head again it seems.
the snow wont stop, and with each flake I am reminded of every winter before this, every headache, every moment that this gloom has made me want to punch someone. ...meh.
On the upside, I have time to write while on break, time to paint, time to do whatever I please. It's a nice change. In fact, after updating this I'm going to go do some of that!
Ciao!